Since the shooting, Kozak has grown increasingly concerned about his family’s safety in the welter of anger and uncertainty that followed the shooting. He and his wife worried that unstable people might blame him for Kirk’s killing and track down where he lives. He posted his story Thursday to his social media channels and his 34,000 followers on TikTok.
He said he had also been considering the parallels between himself and Kirk – they were roughly the same age, each have two young children, and each were passionate in their political beliefs and unapologetic about expressing them.
Charlie Kirk speaks just before he was shot and killed at Utah Valley University.Credit: AP
“As much as I disagree with Charlie, I appreciate that’s what he centred his campaign on – freedom of speech,” Kozak said.
Kozak said he was horrified by Kirk’s killing, as well as the scattered voices on the left who revelled in his death.
“I disagree vehemently with thousands of things that Charlie Kirk has said,” he said. “He is also a human being.”
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“That’s a dad,” he continued. “The fact that a son is growing up without a father – that is inexcusable.”
The “dad” part is particularly personal. Kozak’s wife gave birth to their second child on Sunday, and the couple said they had spent the days before Kirk’s rally practically living with their newborn daughter at the hospital neonatal intensive care unit.
They decided to attend Kirk’s event because they believed it was important to hear him, document what he said and articulate their own views.
Since the shooting, Kozak has been agonising over his decision to ask Kirk about mass shootings – a grim coincidence that has fed into online conspiracies and speculation. He had debated asking about Jeffrey Epstein or Kirk’s own definition of gender before ultimately querying Kirk on transgender people’s role in committing mass violence.
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“I couldn’t have asked a worse question,” he said.
Kirk’s event at Utah Valley University was the start of a tour of college campuses across the country. While Kirk’s crowds were largely made of up his fans, his events were often designed around his desire to debate people with whom he held political disagreements.
Kozak’s social media channels indicate he had attended some of Kirk’s other gatherings in the past, conducting satirical interviews with supporters of Kirk and President Donald Trump.
In a series of recent TikTok videos, including one that received more than 1 million views, Kozak challenged false assertions made by Kirk and others on the right that transgender people are more likely to become mass shooters.
This article originally appeared in The New York Times.
